Starting to eat low glycemic because my PCOS has been making me so fucking sleepy dude I cant take it anymore
played a new game with my youngest brother (11) today :) its a simple pvp game but i like it a ton, which makes sense. gives early OVW vibes for me.
"Now you understand why you were both careful around each other up until now.
It's just too easy."
WATCH THIS: EXPLODES
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In unrelated news... Conan Gray's album Wishbone is pretty fucking good.
Is there even a point to music if it doesn't make you sob uncontrollably on occasion?
"Nobody's perfect... But, man, we all fall short so beautifully."
"Every part of him feels raw from disuse, unaccustomed to this affection and the shape it takes"
Damn bro I love fanfic cause What Do You Mean
I think i need to write queer stories about pain and grief and hate and guilt and sorrow and then maybe ill calm down!!!!
And MAYBE, just MAYYYBBEEEEE, I think its unfair!!!!!!! I think it fucking sucks!!!! That the worlds worst queerbait is now a giant fucking meme! So bad people cant even be properly mad about it cause they didnt even TRY its like. Yeah this angel fell from heaven for this dude and loves him because of his flaws, not in spite of them. But he goes to the empty for it and the other guy dies to a fucking. Spins wheel. rusty nail. whatever
Got actually angry that people can see so much beauty in literal crumbs of queerbaiting.
That queer people are forced to forge their own love and write their own stories because theres no space for us in everyday media.
And yeah! Im sick to my fucking stomach thinking about how important these conversations of love are in media and how queer love gets boiled down to the taboo or the hard parts of being queer.
Im so fucking angry, actually, that the number of queer romances in media are LISTABLE. QUANTIFIABLE.
Give me more queer media. Give me less straight media. Give me less queerbaiting. Give me less of making queer people feel like bait is something they should be GLAD to have.
I dont know <3 something about loving people Because of their bad, not in spite of it, or whatever.
Some of the best writing ive ever read- literally made me cry- and it was smut about a ship from a show I havent even fucking SEEN fully. Ur kidding me.
BITES OFF MY HANDS.
Queerbaiting is a form of torture, im sure.
Growing sideways
In my heart.... im a pretty boy..... outside? Got some work to do
Made myself sad lmao
Watch this!!! FUCKING EXPLOD-
Its always Danny Boy by Celtic Woman and never Tubthumping by Chumbawamba. SMH.
Best way to my heart is a weird taste in music. Shout out to one of my middle school crushes for saying my (deadname) reminded them of a song that WASN'T the obvious one everyone thinks of. I hope they are doing well.
Fuck, dude.
I hate having BPD.
Any pleasant or redeeming qualities get surgically removed from my brain at 4pm
Have to do shit tomorrow that I've been putting off but its been a month now and people are sick of me being like this
Maybe there's comfort in imagining someone loving me because of my flaws and not in spite of them.. or whatever.
I think Wade and Peter both have BPD. Also, I think they should fight about it.
Wade sees himself in Peter and that scares him because Peter is so GOOD about it and part of him wants to bring him down a peg and part of him wants to be good too.
Peter sees himself in Wade and he's angry because it scares him how easily he could end up like Wade and also it scares him that Wade is looking to HIM for help when he is holding on by a thread himself.
So instead of talking about it they try to kill each other. Which like, yeah. Fair.
I don't think. Therefore I not am.
The actual worst part is: I don't even know what to ask for. I cannot think of a single fucking thing that could possibly help me.
BPD sucks. Bad.
Yeah okay maybe the depressive episode isn't over
Damn I would fucking kill for a conversation with MJ right now.
I need to get over it
"Two halves of the same idiot" is my favorite trope. Hell yeah.
Sick of feeling gross. Gonna actually try and do shit about it (in a good way).
Grabs wade wilson in my teeth like a chew toy
Peter Parker just fucking SAYS shit. No brain to mouth filter. Foot in mouth disease. There is no cure. He's just Like That.
Well at least Wade Wilson and I have the same favorite pizza toppings. If nothing else, I have that.
And I'll go out and say it: Wade Wilson is aceflux. Fight me on that.
Pats my head. This baby can fit so many fictional crushes.
Everyone always writes as if spidey makes deadpool better. How bout deadpool making spidey just a bit worse, huh?
Thinking about Burton Guster... I need a man that will fully commit to the bit, bully me when necessary, and write me off on his taxes...
playing the sheepherds game with sym <3 bark barkbarkbarbark bark bark!!!!!
OUGHHHHHHHHH i love epic: the musical im going to burn something down
ALL I HEAR ARE SCREAAAAAMS-
the underworld saga of epic: the musical is PEAK i am gonna chew off my aRMS
i love being trans :) i love my trans friends.
I love being genderqueer. :)
watching this guy play minecraft for the first time with no wiki or help is so wonderfully relaxing and fun and joyful. seriously so beautiful. how can i be sad when shit like this exists? when gamers all bond over the universal truth: furnace next to crafting table = home
after 10pm each night i undergo a horrific, bloodcurdling transformation............. i become a pessimist.
its so beautiful how minecraft brings so many people together. so many people living a universal truth and bonding over this wonderful piece of media. and then the end poem is like "thats the whole point" and oughhhh my heart.... i love minecraft so much. i love PEOPLE so much. <3 :)
Watching someone play minecraft for the first time with no knowledge of it and no wiki. Its so fucking refreshing to see someone so full of whimsy :")
im such a wife guy. just need a wife......
in my restless dreams.... i see that town. silent hill. you promised me you'd take me there again someday. but you never did. well, i'm alone there now... in our "special place." waiting for you...
james sunderland DIE challenge!!!! THIS GUY STINKS!!!!!!!!
drawing challenge with my brother :) feels nice to bond
Pearl (su) how I love you...........
Minecraft end poem making me cry again fr...... I fucking love minecraft.........
reading catching fire and every time someone flirts with katniss, i deserve a million dollars as compensation. piSSING ME OFF!!!!!!!!
Thinking about Juliet (psych 2006) RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.... I love her i love her i love her
LADS.... Xavier is good methinks.
Thinking about FFXV fishing. FFXV fishing my beloved.....
Just found out that I share a favorite pizza order (pineapple and olive btw, which is so fucking specific and weird and NOT COMMON AT ALL) with Wade Wilson, who is a massive comfort character and I will be living on this high for days.
He could fix me (make me worse)
Supposed to be asleep but instead im thinking about wade wilson... I love him so much...
watching 'from me to you' and its so cute im cryingggggg
testing this out maybe
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